Hi Hugs,
Yes we hear a lot in the media today about youth and how technology has changed their lives. From my experience being a parent, yes, the kids have devices and smartphones etc... but their social, emotional needs are the same as they have always been. I don't think it has ever been "easy" to parent well and ensure kids real needs are met (not their superficial wants) and I think that parents have to be very clear with themselves about their values and be resolute in their values even if it is not the status quo or what the other parents are doing.
Davit, that sort of leads into what you are talking about too. Once you get to be an adult, and a parent, you really need to know how relationships work and as you hit the nail on the head, some of us did not. I have been through the hard part which was operating without the knowledge of what was going on. Attracting the wrong people to be friends with, wondering what went wrong when they were not kind, considerate etc... Those people are not in my life anymore and its just because I've grown past that and I now require genuine respect and affection out of my relationships and I do get it but not from everyone i meet obviously. People who are petty just don't interest me anymore.
I agree that knowledge is not enough to break a pattern because of the feelings and core beliefs. I think I am good at explaining the knowledge I needed to go through this process of building new core beliefs but I find it much harder to articulate what it was like to manage the emotional aspect of the process. I love writing and I also have a real desire to help others who are struggling so I continue to challenge myself to articulate my process and put it into words.
I stand on my own two feet now emotionally and it was a process to get here. When someone tries to make me feel badly about myself, I either barely register it at all , or I sort of look at them funny without even thinking about it. My first reaction now is "you're wierd" when someone is being negative, condescending, disrespectful...before I built new core beliefs my first reaction would have been panic. "oh no, maybe they are right, maybe what i am doing / saying is stupid" and "oh no, they are not going to like me anymore". You can see what core beliefs were operating under those two reactions.
Also, I can laugh at myself and that has never changed. If I did say something stupid, i.e. didn't think about it enough before I said it, I have no problem admitting I made an error. We are humans, we are not machines and even machines malfunction sometimes.
I completely agree with you that the modern family lifestyle with 2 parents working full time makes it very very hard to ensure that peoples emtional needs are being met within that family. This is a touchy subject because some families need 2 paycheques to pay for the needs, but a lot of families could get by with less money if they thought through their values and their needs vs. wants. The materialism in this culture is very seductive. And I don't think our culture values childhood. You only get once chance to experience being with your child when they grow up. I have noticed a lot of messaging in our culture about children is about how to prepare them for the future. As if the only value in putting them in hockey is that they might become the next hockey pro star. There is inherent value in your child being a child, playing sports, and you watching their sports. It just requires valuing a) the present moment and b) childhood.
Valuing childhood would go a long way towards healing and interrupting dysfuctional legacies within family generations. As you have talked about before, those first 7 years are very important. I truly believe that as well. Its easier to lay a good foundation than to renovate later on.
I believe the roots of my anxiety took root before age 1. It has been a real challenge to develop new core beliefs and new pathways regarding my response. And I was not surrounded by supports as I was doing that work so anyone here on this website who feels alone, do not let that stop you. I did not have anyone around me say "oh, you are struggling with emotional responses that your brain developed for survival when you were just a baby. Let me help you with that". No, I was blamed for things I did not have any hand in and I still made it out of the fog and the mess I was in and I believe people can do it. It can be done. The body does want to heal.