Thanks for your replies, and yes I have read everything I could find about any possible side effect and it's like I am so in tune with my body waiting to get one. I am determined to stick this out. I can't live in constant fear and worry all the time, that's not living. I have finally reached the point I will do whatever it takes to try to have a normal and happy life, I have wasted a lot of years and I don't want to waste anymore.
Thanks for your replies
