I went through some of this in my 2nd pregnancy. The lonliness was difficult; I remember lighting a candle just to feel something "alive" was with me. We had so little money for food that my nails started to fall of for protein deficiency. My husband was working 18 hours a day, and I was so alone, in a new area, the eastern shore of MD. It was like living in the 50's; women wore behives and polyester, and the town was segregated (in the 80's!) It was very difficult, I prayed a lot. I made a list of all we needed, and miraculously, all was provided, without cash. Pray for your baby, that God will give him/her what you can't. That's what I did, and my prayers have been answered. When we have no more strength, we can only ask God (whomever you belive Him/Her to be) to help. I will pray for you and your babe. Best wishes, Cathie
