Is anyone else up still, Gina? I am a 43 year old woman with one special-needs child and I fear I may be pregnant again, I am supposed to take the test tomm, but my husband has to work a double shift and if its positive I am so afraid of how I will react I should not be alone. I have been panicking and crying all day I took 1/2 Klonopin and it did not even help, I dont know if its safe to take another, I am here alone with my young son and do not want to overdose or anything. Having a another baby would be the worst thing for me right now in my condition I am struggling to take care of the one I have now. I am never a week late, I was hoping it was perimenopause but I am sick to my stomach and urinating all the time which I know are signs of pregnancy, just thinking of taking the test fills me with terror, my choice is a handicapped child, or a termination which I do not want either. I have no family, few friends, and my husband works long hours I would have no help, and at my age it is not safe to have a baby, I feel like I just want to curl up and never get up I can barely function and the meds are not helping, I feel so dizzy and I am alone and so scared. I want so much to get better but it looks like its not going to happen. I hate knowing that tomm I am going to feel like this again. Debbie.
