I wanted to post to you because I can somewhat relate. I have been married for 14 years. My panic attacks started one year ago this month. Just out of the blue I had a huge one and then have suffered almost daily/weekly ever since. It is very hard for my husband to understand this. What he see's is me...just being a bit aggitated. He has no idea what is going on inside my head or the feelings of total fear that I am having. I often feel foolish because I know he is thinking "Ok,mental case..." he has supported me, but I know he just does not get it.
That is why I find so much comfort here, I am actually in a group of people who totally understand my feelings and can relate to me having a "emotional but feels like heart attack" moment.
Just vent away, I am usually always around.
xxoo,
Khris