The way i feel is im wrecked like panic has and wont let me go.i'm a 24 yo,male has had panic disorder 4years straight all day long.i take xanax .5 4 times a day thats it for that.i also take aciphex for my gerd that ive had for 2 years.my weight is below normal but always has been,im tall and have a lil kid.the thing is that ruins my life and seems like i cant get a job (got layed off plant closing) because im so afaid im dying i have no insrance.i had severe panic disorder for 2 years before gerd when i got gerd i started to worry about my health its been non stop to esphagus cancer,to kidneys,to liver,to brain even west nile,that was last year to my heart any ache i worry..my main one is the esphogaus cancer i worry about that so much im not as good as a dad as a should be because i dont want to get attached thats how bad its gotton some days..my gerd realy flared up this may and has been on and off since then..i tryed diffrent ppis,diet changers also..back to aciphex..im just so worried its going to turn into cancer from the heartburn..i cannot get tests done because no insurance,and esphagus cancer has no rate of survilval anyways so i worry more?should i be this worried over my gerd??any help thanx...
