Hi Vincenza
I’m not sure it’s what I have to do, as much as my
consistent overcomplicating of
life. As I drifted to sleep
yesterday, I recalled a friend who was a programmer, and thought of his mind as
being able to compartmentalize, something I can’t do as activities spill over
into each room, if a computer program was a room, in my frail mind.
I’m worried about myself, since I have these limits and
forget, although I seem to have a guardian angel, until I run out into the
traffic sometimes, and get hit emotionally.
Then I have to start over.
I might need a little more connection, since I don’t get out
to meet people enough, although I have so much to do at home. This forum is okay as support, but it’s a
nibble when I might need more of a meal, to use a cooking analogy, as I
struggle to compare things that I’m struggling with...like feeling so stressed
it’s hard to think of a meal idea.
This post looks a little more coherent than the one I
just lost. Maybe I need some sleep too.
I think the Ayurvedic tradition gets more sleep during the summer,
don’t they? Maybe I'd look forward to that.
I'll start tonight