Well massive thanks to all of you guys yet again
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Last few days , bleurgh is deffo the right word . I have had some pretty hectic stuff going on in my house (for a change grr) .
Husband is very very down , this is due to pain so im reading veryyyy carefully and biting ones tongue ! I wont point out that im in pain and still have to do everyfink , yet
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Ok after the terrible Sunday with the phone call . Where were we , oh yes Monday . I was on my own after yep another terrible nights sleep pah sleep thats a joke . I still got my brood ready and out to school'/college . Walked 3miles to go shopping with OH .
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He went out and who walked through my gate ?? My dad , Mum and Bro
, my anxiety levels hit the roof and was nearly physchically sick . We chatted and sorted things ish .
Second eldest son (the stress-head like his mum) is soooo hard work . Im getting tears and tantrums deluxe . I was so calm and tried explaining things arnt as bad as it seems etc . Only took me THREE days to get through to him , todays he is a happy bunny . Sigh .
I actually slept last night for a few hours yayyyy . Find it soooo hard to get up in the morning , nearly attack the alarm clock . Yesterday i actually ate , and i mean ate
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Have decided that like anxiety , i have my good eating days and bad ones so wont worry anymore about it . Lost some more weight , havnt been this light since um 16 years
Sarah, Health Educator 
