I've been abstaining... this is the 4th day. I really can't believe how I've been able to do this! Before the "slip" last Friday, I abstained for 4 days also. My liver and brain must be confused but happy that I'm not beating them up daily!
I've started knitting, I made my unborn grandson (due in May) a small hat, today I will start a blanket to match it. The knitting is helping me get through the cravings.
I have a TON of real life issues that are hanging over me that I'm worried about! I don't know where, or how to start dealing with them? First and foremost, my husband is really ill. He has high blood pressure, and an aneurysm, he takes a lot of prescriptions to help, but he isn't able to work or do much. Money worries are horrible! I don't want to relapse into the binge drinking to avoid the worry again... I have to deal with the reality of my life situations and cope somehow.