I quit smoking exactly 2 months ago today…I have smoked for about 26 years. I am male and 39 years old..
I have never been more on edge and emotional in all my life than I have been these last two months…I am cranky, I seem to snap at everything, constantly fighting the urge to smoke.
I understand that after 26 years of abuse with smoking I can’t expect in two months to be cured of the addiction…I AM SO MAD!!!...I wish I could convey the anger that hopelessness that I feel..Right now!!!. Every day, every minute…
I really not looking for answers or a miracle cure.
I hope that this will end soon…
This weekend I went out and bought a pack and a lighter…I keep them with me..maybe instead of thinking I can’t have one..if I have some with me it and CHOOSE not to have one, this may change my attitude.
I just needed to vent…
