Hi Huntersmom,
You are not weak and it is okay to take medication, because they truly do help...I have been on several medictaions until I found that Zoloft and Klonopin worked well for me...I know how family and friends are -- they cannot understand, because only you can understand what you are feeling or going through...my husband does not understand and I have given up on that -- I just ask that he accepts me...I wish I wasn't taking medication and have tried to stop, but my anxiety just became worse...
Hang in there:-)
Best,
B