I have been having a hard time the last few days, since July 5 dealing with my emotions and feelings and slipped last night. I am trying to keep it from turning into a full blown relapse. It is not looking good at this point. I let this addiction get the best of me. It is my fault for being weak and for having a love affair with nicotine. How sick is that?? I let the grief and the lure of the drug nicotine creep back in again. I see no reason to post at this point, not until I get back on the wagon again. I can not and would not be helping anyone, both old or new to the program while I am smoking.. Thank you all for the encouragement and support you have given me. I will come back and post when I have figured it out and am not using the drug nicotine again or at least am not smoking cigarettes for sure. I do not feel it is fair to the group for me to be smoking and posting at the same time. I hope to see you all again soon. Keep the quits going strong everyone!!
Rose
My Mileage:
My Quit Date: 5/30/2010 Smoke-Free Days: 43 Cigarettes Not Smoked: 1,720 Amount Saved: $559.00 Life Gained: Days: 6 Hrs: 0 Mins: 48 Seconds: 43
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