Lance, I understand. On my last quit, I caught my 15 year old with a pack of smokes, and 2 hours later found out my oldest son, who I had "pushed" into the military, was given orders to Iraq, this was all 10 days before xmas. I crumbled like a house of cards. I also suffer from chronic depression, have my whole life, since about 15 years old. You HAVE to use every tool you can think of to get through this rough spot. Walking always helps me, so does any kind of physical labor, go out and volounteer, help an old couple fix there car if your handy like that..?? Do anything to make yourself feel mentally better, and physically tired. Showers, exercise, fresh air, talking to someone, think about it. You don't want to throw away all these days for a weak moment. Your bettering yourself everyday. A smoke is tempoary, expensive, and will kill you. You deserve better, don't give up the fight friend.
My Milage:
My Quit Date: 4/2/2009
Smoke-Free Days: 272
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 10,880
Amount Saved: $3,264.00
Life Gained:
Days: 40 Hrs: 5 Mins: 42 Seconds: 47
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Quit Meter
$40,472.25
Amount Saved
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Quit Meter
Days: 1085
Hours: 18
Minutes: 31
Seconds: 16
Life Gained
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5930
Smoke Free Days
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Quit Meter
177,900
Cigarettes Not Smoked