So, you all have been making me feel so good today after I posted about the heck my hubby was giving me..now get this. I just find out that my father in law who quit for a year and a half has been closet smoking for the last month. ( He was an inspiration to quit) that was quit a downer, I thought, what if I do that too?) I worry about everything. So, I come and read these wonderful posts from the long time quitters and realize, not everybody does that. Here is the best part. My mother in law who has been lying to everybody except me about her being quit says..."You really should just start smoking, it makes you feel better, you won't be depressed or upset anymore." What? I hate enough guts to say...smoking makes you feel better? Have you heard your short breathing you have lately? Anybody else run up against being afraid they will slip or have retarded inlaws? My side of the family of the family, nobody smokes, my grandpa used to but is a chewer now and he's 93. Everybody on my hubbys side smokes. I am rambling. I just get so upset with stupid talk like that...all my junkie thoughts need is permission from somebody to smoke...makes you feel better..how stupid. I am venting and ruining the weekend. Sorry.
AAAAHHHHHHH!!
Have a good weekend to all!! :mad:
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]12/6/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 57
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,710
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $213.75
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 4 [B]Hrs:[/B] 16 [B]Mins:[/B] 49 [B]Seconds:[/B] 22
