Pen - thanks for starting a party!
And thank you all for your kind wishes. I guess you must sometimes wonder what happened to 'those who have gone before' or even worse 'wonder why we are still here' (do they still need help?!:gasp:...No, we are trying to help you! ;) )
I am no different to any of you. I had to start with 'Day 1'. I had always thought that I could not quit. I thought I must have an 'addictive personality' - why else was I still smoking? I was scared.
Quitting is not easy, but it is do-able. It is a project that requires patience, but the rewards are priceless.
So what does 4 years feel like?
Life is much simpler and calmer. Whilst you are still smoking, you do not realise that most of the day is spent in a state of craving. When you smoke, the craving is relieved for a few minutes, but then it starts building again. If you add up the minutes when you are not smoking, then you will see that most of the day is spent in a state of craving. Then there is the continual planning of when the next smoke can be scheduled. It is total madness. What a waste of time.
I can not believe that I used to fear what life would be like without being able to smoke. I have rediscovered myself. Guess what - I am still the same person (at least now that my brain has returned to 'normal'), and enjoy the same things, and make the same bad jokes etc. Please do not worry that life will not be as good - it will be infinitely better. The sunsets, the views and the moments are just as good.
Then there is the fear that you will not be able to 'cope' in a crisis. Well, you soon realise that it is one less thing to worry about. Smoking never solves your crisis, it just distracts you for a few minutes - you may as well go and stand on your head or walk around the block or drink a glass of water.
I like Allen Carr's analogy. Imagine walking around in shoes that are one size to small - they hurt. Then take them off and soak your feet is some luke warm water - ahhhhhhh. There is your ahhhhhh moment. But then you have to put the painful shoes back on again. Just like smoking, there is the temporarily relief of cravings, but then you re-introduce the thing that caused you to crave in the first place. You can't see it at the time, but smoking is actually the cause of the cravings in the first place.
Keep going everyone. One step at a time. You are all superheroes and heroines!
Lizzie :)
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]4/23/2003
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 1503
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 22,545
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] �6,763.50
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 150 [B]Hrs:[/B] 7 [B]Mins:[/B] 47 [B]Seconds:[/B] 58
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$8,842.50
Amount Saved
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Days: 782
Hours: 9
Minutes: 32
Seconds: 18
Life Gained
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5895
Smoke Free Days
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35,370
Cigarettes Not Smoked