Thank You Pamela, Danielle and Rose, Everyone, for your encouraging words! Today is the BIG DAY and I'm not ashamed to say that I am having some terrible anxiety about this. The tension in my body is so strong that I had a horrible sleep last night. This is nothing new for me and I keep reminding myself that it is just a symptom of PD and that I'll be okay.
I have had neck problems for sometime now and when my stress level hightens so does the pain in my neck and shoulders. My nerves begin to tremble and I feel very unsteady to say the least. When this happens my symptoms of PD increases. I would say that my biggest fear is that people will be able to see the symptoms that I experience which makes me even more anxious. It's a vicious cycle!
I hate this feeling of fear that I can not control. I know that without this fear I could do great things. I have always wanted to practice law but being afraid of everything has held me back from my dreams.
So, I begin my journey today with one baby step, which feels huge, towards my dream with great hope that this experience will be a good one.
Well, I need to go now, and be sure that I will return with news of my day.
Take care everyone, and wish me luck!
Lisa
