I'm still here and smoke free. I am having some pretty strong cravings from time to time and for some reason, I feel really down in the dumps with no energy at all. I mean, I feel completely out of sorts and depressed. I feel like I need some kind of a change but haven't figured out just what will make me feel better or why I'm feeling this way. I'm just not myself at all.
I've been having more cravings over the last several days. Not just a few days but several days now. The other night, I actually thought for a second about going down and buying a pack. I was hit with a hard craving, sat down with my face in my hands, and thought to myself, "You know, I've had just about enough of this crap." Then I jumped in the shower, got ready for bed, and went to sleep while the demons stayed up and played. The A**HOLES!!! I don't know about ya'll but I'm seriously tired of these cravings, mood swings, and fighting all of the time. Oh, I won't give in....I'm just saying that this SH*T stinks!!!
Got that off of my chest. :mad:
Stay Strong,
Tutti
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/18/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 54
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 2,458
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $193.86
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 5 [B]Hrs:[/B] 18 [B]Mins:[/B] 48 [B]Seconds:[/B] 52
