Blondie
How long ago did your doc tell you, you were fine?
Do you think he's wrong?
Common sense, would tell you NO.
Would he tell you that if he thought you might die?
Maybe you are just getting anxious because of the physical things you mention....AND that you start counseling tomorrow? Try breathing...take some deep breaths....Is there anything you must DO right now, or can you do some things to help you relax, like a hot shower or something you usually enjoy??? :)