Hello and Welcome Chrissy!!
I know exactly what you are going through!! (Except for the 15 year old part!!)
But, the responses you received are truely insightful!! As they mentioned, we have all been there, and felt the discouragement that you are feeling right now. But, there is nothing that can fix that except you. You have to be willing to take a stand for your life!! You will definately have some hard times, very hard times.... but they will happen whether you are smoking or not.
The fights of a teenager will come and go. I remember being that age, and causing problems just like that....... Most teenagers are that way ~ it's their job!!!
When it gets too much, walk away. I sometimes have to lock myself in the bathroom. It's the only peaceful place sometimes. I enjoy listening to music, so I put headphones on and just chill out. I can only get a few minutes, and they are not every day, so I relish the time that I have peace........
Do this for you. Find your peace. Make it work!! We are here every step of the way for you!!! Just reach out to us!!!
4my2girls
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/5/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 308
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 9,261
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1007.16
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 24 [B]Hrs:[/B] 20 [B]Mins:[/B] 12 [B]Seconds:[/B] 15