Monica,
I refer to this journey as the road less traveled. There are times that this road is long, pitch black and full of stumbling blocks. In these times, lean on those of us that have gone before you. We have been where you are and know how difficult it can be. I struggled a lot with my quit and never would have made it through without all those that were the light on my dark path.
There is usually someone around. I posted my inner most feelings on these boards and received the support I needed that I wouldn't have found anywhere else. That is what makes this place so special.
Hard days come and hard days go. Hang on to the good and let go of the bad. Before long, most days will be good and bad days will turn into moments. Quitting is worth every bit of misery you may be experiencing now. Hang in there.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 7/1/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 513
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 10,275
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1795.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 45 [B]Hrs:[/B] 6 [B]Mins:[/B] 37 [B]Seconds:[/B] 21