I went to a bookstore today & walked around for a while, looked at a few books as quiet as the atmosphere was it's like I still get this tension in my chest & I have a hard time standing still, still feeling dizzy.
Everytime I look at people in stores ,TV or basically anybody at all standing & talking I always think to myself I wish I could do that & how I used to be able too.
I went up to the counter to get the books & there was an elderly couple infront of me joking with the cashier.
The whole time inside my mind I'm thinking man that used to be me I worked with the public in customer service for a long time even in a extremely fast paced environment, customers lined up literally outside of the door, by myself alot too, was friendly to all of the customers, even knew alot of them, & all that....until PANIC & AGORAPHOBIA hit me
I know it sounds absolutely stupid but it's the truth. I felt so good back then....I hate this condition I am so fed up
