Hi Pyromade, your story certainly gave me a little hope-presently there are more problems that I could ever imagine. What happened to me. When people have an other idea of me - i know this is completly wrong now. What is willpower at all? How long is it going on that your mind is completly on smoking, even when you phisically not smoking? Is it going ever? Why is it better not to smoke, but constantly thinking of smoking?
(I know, I just also do not know:)
Is confusion ever goes? How can you develop some commitment, which is lasting?
Parola