It's been a long, long time since I logged on to SSC, so imagine my surprise to see a post of mine from a year ago! Yeah Nic, you can keep on kissing my big fat non-smoking butt! I'm now cruising up on my 2 year anniversary. TWO YEARS! Holy cow! How could it be almost two years already?
I've had a tough year. I gained back all the stop smoking weight that I had lost. Bad me. I'm having a lot of hormonal mood swings which have tested my resolve. But I still haven't had so much as a single puff off a cig. There was a moment a few weeks ago when, if there had been a pack of smokes in the house, I may have lit one up. In reality, if I had, I'm pretty sure it would have made me vomit as the smell alone these days is enough to sicken me. Those nic-fit moments are seriously far and few between now and really are just emotionally driven, rather than addiction driven. Maybe I have one once or twice a year at most. I have cravings every now and then, but just a twinge, nothing more. Certainly not enough of a craving to put myself going through hell week again, or smelling so bad again, or burning tiny holes in my clothes. Just enough of a craving for me to be grateful that I am a non-smoker.
If you've recently quit, hang on. It REALLY REALLY REALLY does get easier. If you've been quit awhile, I'll say it again: Don't become complacent in your quit...ever. For the rest of my life I will always be a puff away from a pack a day.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]10/19/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 695
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 13,900
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $2,363.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 73 [B]Hrs:[/B] 15 [B]Mins:[/B] 33 [B]Seconds:[/B] 19