So glad for hummy's thread "Not Perfect, So What". She put a link in there and I was able to read a post I wrote a year ago. Wow how interesting to see a post I wrote from a year ago after my recent relapse. Nothing happens by coincidence! It's a GOD thing for sure! Tks Hummy!
I'm getting closer to quitting again :) The doctor is giving me patches again to quit although this time since I just started again on July 2nd I'm thinking of going cold turkey. Being smoke-free is still a very familiar feeling and I'm looking forward to getting back to that way of life sooner than later. The poison in the ciggaretts is really strong and taste really bad.
I had a good run for a year and 4 mos which no one can ever take away from me. I appreciate everyone's love & support in here. The unconditional love in this site has truly helped me to want to quit again.
My Mom asked me how I was doing with my smoking & I lied. I didn't tell her about the relapse because this is my struggle and I just didn't want to hurt her or worry her again. It's not fair to her. I'm just going to quit again. [color=Red]A long time ago she said from her heart..."I don't want you to die".[/color] That has stuck with me & meant everything to me. So rather than worry her I'll just quit again, soon.
Thank you all in here for your support, love, understanding and patience. I know many of you were shocked to hear the bad news about me starting again & believe me so was I. If you haven't read the "smoking again" thread I started, then check it out.
Love,
Cherie
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