Ok Everyone. I am here, but today is Day #1 again. I made commitments and broke them again earlier in the week. But with the help of Sheila and some of Lady's broom strokes, I know I have back what I was looking for....determination.
Yes Lady, I left all sources of payment engagement at home today. It turns out that one of the surgeons was ill today, so I have the day off. I went and picked up my son from daycare (I sent him there ill) and I have just been lying on the couch resting my eyes, since they seem to be going a little bugeyed.
I am determined to see this day through. I will worry about tomorrow, tomorrow. I think I'll leave the money home then too.
Will still check in at our agreed upon time when I get home from meeting Lady.
Thanks Sheila, Thanks Lady. Something clicked for me last night. I feel strong and in control today, not wishwashy like the last month.
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