Sheller,
Like everyone said, smoking won't make anything better. So, you have 2 choices:
1. Stay quit and be proud of your accomplishment. Look back on this 1 year, 5 years, 10 years down the line and say, "I stayed quit, DESPITE all of the things going on in my life at the time! If I can do that, I can do ANYTHING!!!!!" and be proud of yourself for the wonderful things that you have accomplished in your life! You can choose to LIVE with more money in your pocket and can breathe and feel good about yourself.
2. Go back to smoking and be mad at yourself for it. Have to deal with the guilt and depression that comes from losing a quit. I too lost a 4 month quit, so I know how that feels. AND, you will either have to quit later on, or hear the doctor tell you that your life is being shortened because of this horrible addiction.
Choose #1!!! Choose LIFE!
Crave the Quit!
Butterfly [IMG]http://i27.photobucket.com/albums/c177/kissnflirt/littlebutterfly2.gif[/IMG]
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 10/28/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 86
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 2,172
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $283.8
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 6 [B]Hrs:[/B] 7 [B]Mins:[/B] 22 [B]Seconds:[/B] 5