Arwensmom,
Sounds like you are giving in, throwing in the towel. Quitting smoking isn't easy, who ever said it is, is wrong. If you truly want a healthier life, then you will keep the commitment you've made to yourself, your family, your friends and this support group.
You have come way too far to just give up now!!! Do you really think that smoking makes you 'happier'? I don't. Do not give up now. You need to stay strong and succeed! Don't be a quitter on quitting.
Take Care,
Melanie
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The SSC Support Team