I have been battling bipolar disorder, among other things for well over 15 years now. I have had to go on sick leave yet again. I am just getting so tired of fighting. The new meds aren't helping. I just want to sleep 24-7. Sometimes I just don't want to wake up. I know I should be grateful for what I have, but I don't have the energy. Then I feel guilty because of that. I just feel stuck...anyone else ever feel this way?