yes, it's true Eleveno... you may have to start the process again... but you will not be starting completely over at the beginning. You have found a pdoc to work with you and you know what is helping and what is not helping. You have greater understanding of yourself, your mental health challenges, and your needs. It is frustrating trying to find the right meds. It is VERY frustrating, indeed. However, I hope you can focus on all the progress you have made and please know that there is hope... the right combination CAN be found. Your perseverance is so inspiring to me!