Hi Northat60... welcome to this site. It is a good place to find respite and relief from so much pain. Bless you for being a caring person and helping so many with the trauma. I can think of no tougher job... as you well know, it is vitally important that you take care of yourself first and learn the art of compassion without sacrificing yourself. I hope you will stay... work the program... post often. We are here to listen and support as we do care deeply as well.