So what's the point Pete? Why are you here? You don't like who you are and have indicated more than once that you are not willing to use the tools offered to make a difference in your own life.... why is that? You are offered hope and differing perspectives but you slap them away as useless.... for what are you waiting? What is it that you want/expect from us here at the Depression Center? More importantly, what do you want/expect from yourself?