Thank you for your help, you know when you know in the back of your mind that the "symptoms" that you are feeling are related to pms, but then that little bug gets into you and then you think....well, maybe.... I know where this is stemming from, I just need to get it under control and in a healthy manner. Being in this state just esclates the depression...it's amazing how it goes hand in hand, sadly. Thank you again.