hi gang.
I am sorry if I am a bit acidic these days... i am not at my best and need to let go of a bunch of negative stuff. So bear with me.
My Neanderthal, husband waited so long that his urinary tract infection spread from his kidneys to the end of his p****. THe idiot, and the doctor was afraid for blood clots. THe dr wanted to send him to the emergency next door. My husband went to work to get the guys pay-checks out and prepare the tax papers. -with a 39C fever- He understood the instructions for the blood tests and urine test and nearly missed his window and had to wait another day -due to fasting time-. My 6 year old daughter understands instructions better than my husband. Accountant jokes aside, I do not want his insurance money just yet thanks to a pulmonary embolism, a stoke, or ACV... the idiot!!! I spent 3 nights wake watching him breath and went to woke two days in that period.
My daughter is Tiamat. One moment sweet and adult helping to clean the kitchen table. The next moment having a tantrum because I do not want her putting her feet in my basket of beading supplies. I cannot feel the change I do not see the change come on. It is sudden for me and driving me crazy. One morning I ask for her lunch box and it is with pleasure maman and another morning it is I am not a dog to go fetch maman! And to top it off every once in a while she spits out words that scare the bejezus out of me... I am only meant to die because you do not love me! You cause so much emotional pain that i want to jump from the car and die! ...
Now that I am exhausted I have this virus. My throat is nearly swollen shut. I gargle with salt water twice a day. I rub with the essential oils. I cannot take the peppermint due to my stomach ... yet but the hibiscus and rose hips is not a problem. So why am I still sick? I slept a good part of Saturday and Sunday (not the night but a few hours during the day). I am caring for my body and not giving in to the stress - I got rid of the Saturday migraine with one 2 Advil dose at 3am!!! I then had to deal with the pain of the Advil but the head was fine right away! I have even gone through a bag of echinatia pastilles and am still sick.
I have taken a sick Monday to rest and let go of all this worry and negativity. I think I am like a tired child that does not know what to do what their shik and is grumpy with evrything that crosses their path. I know My chouette and he has always been the same. He hates to admit his body cannot be rid of an invader on its own. My daughter is reacting to the situation. She sees us sore and miserable and probable feels helpess, so she attracts attention hoping we will be our regular selves and we are not. So it all blows out of proportion.
forgive me?
compaired to the others, so I suspect something at school. Hence my argueing with the principal for resources to be allocated to my son, regardless if it is that time of year where others need to be assigned to special classes. 
what ever works right?
