Hi Liz im glad he came and you had a good xmas i hope you have a fantastic 2006.Gabbi

Yes, so he did end up coming. We actually ahde a very good Xmas, all three of us, together. I still don't know where this relationship is going??? I think his coming actuallay reminded him of how much he really missed me, but there are some changes that need to be made before I'll let him back in full-time. Trying to stay strong with that. Thanks guys! Hope you all had a merry one!

Hey liz how did you get on with your boyfriend did he end up going to your place for xmas?I hope you are ok.I havnt been on as my computer had to be fixed sorry i havnt been around for you but im back now so if you wanna chat i am here ok.Gabbi.

Hey Liz, Im sorry about what happend last night. That really sucks. is he still gonna go down to your house later on? I hope everything works out. I hope you have a nice christmas too. Holidays can sometimes wear a person down. yesterday was bad because we were having the lease changed. It was under my moms name and 6 months ago her and my sister had a really bad argument so she just abandend the place so its been me, my sister my neice and my husband whenever he comes home,living here. however she was nice enough to leave the place under her name for a while because the owner was gonna raise the rent to whoever rented this place after her. once again things got heated between her and my sister the other day so she informed the manager at the last minute that she isnt living here and bad mouthed us to him so we could not get the apartment.Luckley he still rented it out to us anyway we changed the lease yesterday so we dont have to scramble around to find somewhere to live at the last minute now. She felt guilty or something because the other day she brought us presents. I still forgave her though my husband and sister told me not to because she purposley tries to make life difficult for us since we were kids. they said that she only cares about money and is a really spiteful person she tried to have us evicted and she didnt even care about her own 4 year old granddaughters well being in the procesess of all this drama. shes done so much to hurt us but I always forgive her anyway.I dont know why. I feel like a door mat now but she is my mom. I dont know if I should just not even speak to her she never even comes by or calls anyway. I just dont get whats going on with her she seems like she hates us but I want to still kind of keep in touch with her because noone knows where shes living or whats wrong. If anything ever happend to her noone would know and it scares me she doesnt have any family but us or any friends. I know its a hard question to answer but im gonna ask anyway because I need advice really bad. should I continue to speak to her even though she hates me and does really hatefull things to me or should I leave her alone and not even talk to her anymore? Thank you so much for listening I know its a really long post Liz. love Kat.

I thought things were looking up, but they took a turn for the worse last night. My boyfriend is supposed to be coming down today to spend Christmas with us, but we had an argument last night on the phone and now he says he's not coming. I'm SO HURT! Trying to pull myself together as not to ruin Christmas for my son...His flight won't leave until 3pm this afternoon...so I guess there's still hope.

Hey you! how has everything been with you? things are crappy for me as usual. enough about me whinning though. what have you been up to? how is christmas? I got my neice a dora kitchen she really wanted that thing for a while now. how has your shopping been? Love Kat.