I have had a long history of depression, anxiety (social and generalised) and bipolar, it started developing when I was 12, I am now 22 and no where near being stable. I have tried most meds, I was hopitalised for 3 months and had ECT. No one ever thought that I'd be able to go back to uni, let alone work at the same time and then move out of home. I'm afraid I took on board too much. I haven't got a lot of professional support, my pdoc seems to be bored of me. I have worked so hard to get where I am, now I seem to be letting it slip away, I'm aware of this, but I can't stop it. What happens now? How do you keep keeping on?
