Thanks Naa and your welcome..Glad you finally got a good nights sleep.
Davit glad you had a anxiety free day. I am hoping for one soon..
Hugs what is that pic you put up of..It sure is ugly..
It has been a trying day. I started two new medicines that I received yesterday..Which went fine.
As for me it has been a busy busy day on the phone and at the drug store again today and such..I turned down some meds at the drug store today. They cost $967 for a 90 day supply and I don't know a thing about them. So I have had to call and leave a message for the new doctor telling him that I will reconsider them next month after he and I discuss his plan and the pro's and con's of taking them..Having his assistant call me again twice today and tell me he has more meds he want me to try without talking to me himself. Well this just isn't going to work..So I gave them, his office a call twice today plus sent them 2 emails letting them know I will not proceed with more meds until I speak to the him and that he can call me at home or we can talk about it at my next visit. It doesn't matter to me either way it's up to him. I will not be taking anything new, blindly or sight unseen..The end..
I am more determined than ever to not loose control of my health care decisions ever again and to make sure that I am informed of any and all decisions and plans and what benefits I will receive from these plans if any . It has been very stressful these last few years with others forgetting to include me in any and all health care plans. They seem to forget that they need to talk to me and explain their plans for Me to me before their plans can be put into action other wise I would not be making a informed decision so therefore I can not proceed or make any decisions one way other another because I do not know the benefit or plan. As usual I am doing what needs to be done to make sure I am part of the loop this time around being it is my health and my quality of life that matters not theirs and what I want out of my life now and how I want to spend the last years of my life on this Earth. It certainly isn't doesn't involve spend my last few years on meds that make me sick or spending all my day at doctors office or hospitals..
Now the Good New before I was interrupted with all this time consuming stuff this morning and all day..I called and made a camping reservation for this Christmas. I will be camping in the desert for Christmas at my favorite spot #104 in one of my favorite campgrounds, The Desert Hot Springs this year..and I will be watching the Red Desert Flowers bloom this Christmas and if this is my last Christmas I will have spent it happily and have no regrets over wasting my time in some medical clinic..This is what we call Palliative Care in the Health Care Profession..
Tonight or Tomarrow I am going to finish what I started to do this morning and that is make some camping reservations for this month and next month too..
I have a life that I want to and I need to be living..
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