I would quit my job. I would send my husband off to university. I would help out my family members.
Basically I have so much stress when it comes to work and being judged. I have no idea how to get over this. My future seems bleak. I do wish I could win a lottery.
I think that CBT is a great thing but how can I get that help? The courses here are not free and I don't know if I can get my husband's insurance to cover anything.
I guess I never realized that this site would have it all. I am going to restart this program here. I haven't been feeling too good lately, very worried, stressed, etc. A funk I guess.
That is true. I have no idea what would happen with my friends etc. jealousy stinks. I would give anything to not feel full of anxiety each morning. To just wake up and eat toast. That would be nice.
I never take care of myself. I know I should but I don't like myself much I guess. I would love to take workshops, art classes etc. but I can't seem to do it. I have never had a pedicure or anything like that.
I try to not show my anxiety but genetics wins every time.
As for guilt...I have guilt buried under guilt buried under guilt....I have an endless supply :)
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