Lance-I feel you today. I asked myself that same question today. I had actually been feeling amazing, but I went back to work after being home 3 yrs with my little one. And all I could think about yesterday and today was smoking. i have no idea why. But I have been stressed to the max, still waiting on my test results and starting this new crappy job has pushed me over the edge. But I am still smoke free. And you should still be smoke free as well. I truly believe its that freaking nicodemon trying to get into my head. A while back I spoke to a psychologist about life in general and some obstacles I was facing. She told me the devil works in mysterious ways. The devil will change your mind and make you try to do bad things(smoking), he roots you on to fail. So when you feel him lingering, tell him to get the freak off my shoulder I'm not going there. She was referring to smoking and telling that nicodemon to get away. Scream it if you have to, who cares if someone thinks we are crazy, haha!! I had to say it a few times today. But I made it through and so will you. Keep up the great work!!!
