I work for a great company and have great co workers most of the time but our bosses keep quiting in my dept.and they dont ever seem to care it makes it difficult,they seem to only care about their own career paths! Im on my 7th boss in about 3 years,as for how I deal with it I dont any more Iv started to tell myself why should I care, they dont and it shows! Iv been trying to go for walks after work to relax but after a 12 hr. shift it not always easy . I try to go with my wife but it a quiet walk we dont know how to talk to each other any more!we just walk!but at least we'er togeather.
Hey , All your talk about husbands makes me relise I havent been a very good one.Im the bad ass biker type ,tattoo's, dirty jeans ,leather,most poeple get out of my way when they see me coming!Its an image a mans man!I wouldent want my biker buddys knowing im a sad an weak man,Im sure they would laugh! my wife is the total oppisit she's trendy very well kept and beutiful ! not somone you would see with me,She says i was her badboy,may be I still am I don't know.she's sick alot,and has lots of health problems,I love her but don't know how to treat her. she deserves the fancy suit an tie type of guy,but thats not me!I tend to think of myself more than her an sadisfy my own needs, we do fight alot,then make up and so on..she always thinks of the kids who are well in their teens only one at home now. and me before her self! Im such a fool,I don't know what Iv got. How do I get to know her again as if I ever realy knew her.how do I talk to my total oppisit?Do I have to change who I am? I think I need to jump on my bike an ride ,clear my head! do I give up my first love (motorcycles) for ture love? Being a good husband an father to two teen aged girls is hard!
