As we all know Keller spoke these words from deep "trial and suffering." So given this I find these words somewhat comforting and encouraging.
However, when I have chosen to take the easy route for so long, by using alcohol as an escape, facing reality brings fear. Fear of what I will find, fear of what I am hiding, fear of what I really am. Recently it appears to serve only to show me my lack of character as I snap at my partner, and my soul simply feels dry and empty. Like I have nothing else to give him especially after a day at work, where I give to others constantly.
Yet, I find hope as well. Hope that my lack of character will deepen as I make daily choices to continue on this journey. I am aware that often in my suffering I do not see the fruit in the moment. Yet, this reminds me to hang on, for the dawn will come, but first I must truly face the night.
Thanks for posting this quote from an author who is both a personal favorite and truly an amazing women. I needed this today!
