Hey everyone, this is my first day officially being a part of this site. I've been what I'd consider a "high risk" drinker for probably the last 15 years or so. I have a pretty good job, and a family, and spending time with my dogs and running are the two things that give me the most peace. Besides that first drink, of course. Always a shy person, I started using alcohol to ease anxiety as a teenager and have kind of just adopted that strategy as the norm. Now that I have a son, I know I can't keep using alcohol to cope with all the things I can't cope with in a healthy way, but I fear I am dependent. Finding support has been a huge obstacle for me. I've expressed to a few people that I am worried, but it kind of seems like I'm on my own to find help. So, I look forward to talking with you all about your experiences so it isn't quite so lonely. I can usually get through weekdays with between 1 and 3 drinks but at family functions I usually go way overboard. Happened this past weekend, and I feel pretty stupid and alone about it. It can be tough. Anyway, like I said, looking forward to this new opportunity..
