I'm fortunate that I have this opportunity. I currently attend my rehab 3X a week - once for aftercare, and twice for drop in support groups that anyone affiliated with the addictions program can attend. I'm going to all three because I need a lot of support and it helps add structure to my week, since I'm unemployed.
Anyway, I've really been struggling lately - I'm under massive stress what with job hunting not going well, having to sell all my stuff, and find a place to live, so I've been having really strong urges to drink, and in fact had planned my next relapse. Not good. Don't worry - I told one of my addictions nurses about it, and my AA group about the plan which means I won't go through with it. But any way I've been feeling like I'm heading for a crisis, and whenever I have a crisis it never ends well. So in my group on Friday I was talking about wanting to drink and how much I'm struggling. The nurse running the group suggested that I consider going back into the intensive outpatient program again for a while just to get more support until I feel more stable in my recovery.
It's only half days a week, mornings, so I'd still be able to job hunt in the afternoon and deal with the logistics of downsizing / moving. But it's 5 mornings a week.
I went to my group today and said I wanted to do it, and my addictions Dr. was all over it - she wanted me to start tomorrow, but I have appointments most mornings this week, so I said I'd start next Mon.
The full program is 10 weeks. I've done the program before so I'm not sure I need the full 10 weeks, I was thinking maybe 6, but I'll discuss that with my addictions Dr. when I have my appointment with her this week.
This will be my 5'th time through rehab, but the first time I'm going in as a preventative measure rather than waiting until my life is a complete catastrophy.
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