its depressing to see the new quit meter......
I don't know what I am doing......I am smoking agian. I am not happy about it, in fact I am really mad at myself, I just read what I had posted in my original posting about how proud I was of achieving a month,,,,,,,,,,then I got motivated to quit again, and then I don't know.........I slipped and fell hard........and the crazy thing is, that I am enjoying my cigarettes. I thought I was ready to quit for good, and then, I took drags off of cigs that were being smoked around me, and I broke down and bought some,,,,,,,,,I hate it. I hate paying for them..............this nicotine monster is a beast...............I need to brush myself off and get back on the wagon..............I am very sad, and mad. Jules
My Milage:My Quit Date: 7/2/2009
Smoke-Free Days: 43
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 860
Amount Saved: $279.50
Life Gained:Days: 4
Hrs: 4
Mins: 43
Seconds: 17
